Dissociative attack

Have you ever felt deadbeat?

You’re not what anybody needs.

Replaceable, disposable

Left behind, untraceable.

You’re stuck, you’re lost

You cry out but nobody can hear.

Its your fault for not keeping up.

Now stay where you are

And don’t try to return.

They’re better off without you anyway,

You were just holding them back.

Did you really think they cared?

Oh, blind and delusional

That was yesterday

When you were shiny and new.

Its been three long years

Who are you trying to fool?

You’re already fading,

Sooner or later

You’ll completely disappear

And all they’ll feel

Will be a gentle breeze.